She was born on a July morning into an orchestrated but messily calculated parental partnership between 3 adults. Two of them loved her more than anything, but the other one just wanted to be attached to the primary party in the business arrangement; to him, she was merely an accessory, a means to an end. Her beginning was crafted in complications and secrecy, setting the course of her life's journey on a path that would at times be confusing, fear filled, anger infused, overwhelming, and abusive. Different has never been different to her, it was the personification of her anxieties, she has never actually fit in anywhere. Either she was too young, too old, too this or too that; she was just too much her. Like all children, she grew up and the more she grew the more her situation and entanglements grew, the lies got bigger, the secret got deeper, and the partnership began to implode. Funny thing about secrets, they don't stay hidden. There is no need to chronologically recal...
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